A word to go away...

That kind of word that is always on your mind and most of the times keep you from doing the things you are not sure if you would be successfull. In my case it has always been the big IF. If this, if that, if something, if someone, if I,...

The crazy thing is as I go older the word seems to go bigger and bigger and I see myself not as the adventure girl I used to be but the cautious woman who have to think and weigh the consequences before even say out loud what I was wanting to do.

This time is not different. Or maybe it is.The awkwardiness will not be there anymore. Just because I feel that when I have all the pending issues resolved I think I'll wake up one day and go. Go to where I believe can be the change I need in this moment. Not yet... just because I still have something to do.  And if... 

Things I love on a Wednesday (2) - Mango...

It's only Tuesday but...

Lá no trabalho andam todos muitos excitados e porquê? Porque vai haver não uma, mas duas festas de Natal e a primeira é já sábado. Tudo começou quando a equipa decidiu fazer um jantar de convívio, mas no mês de Dezembro com tantas despesas havia pouca gente a aderir. Depois as duas empresas para as quais trabalho resolveram patrocinar o jantar para todos. Entretanto a tradicional festa de Natal que decorre todos os anos é logo duas semanas depois. E, enquanto se ultimam os detalhes para sábado, lá no trabalho, as conversas acabam todas no sábado. Dizem que é sempre muito animado e a julgar pelas fotos que estão expostas parece que animação é coisa que não falta.

 

In my job everyone is very excited with the company dinner which is on Saturday. First it was supposed to be just a dinner for the team but with all expenses that expected to have next month there wasn't many people going, so both companies for who I work decided to pay for everyone. But just two weeks after we also have the Christmas party that happens every year and the oldest colleagues say it usually is really fun and by the pictures around the office it really seems that way..

So old, so romantic...

 

That kind of days...

Hoje foi um daqueles dias... Não foi um dia de boas notícias e agora no fim do dia para a cereja no topo digamos que três anos da minha vida em fotos, vídeos e documentos podem estar perdidos para sempre... Ai, ai... Uma daquelas alturas em que uma máquina do tempo deveria ser real!

Today was one of that kind of days... It wasn't a good day for news and to end it let's just say that three years of my life could be lost for ever - pictures, videos and documents... A perfect time for a Time Machine to be a reality!

Things I love on a Wednesday- Topshop...

Look for today (16): Sunday...

Look for today (16): Sunday... by agueda-andreia featuring oversized sweaters

Rythm by Night: Once more I present - Rihanna...

Changes...

Já falta pouco mais de um mês para começar um novo ano, altura em que é normal rever o ano passado e pensar nas mudanças que se quer no ano que vai começar. Este ano a sensação de mudar já começou. Até há alguns tempos atrás o novo começo era sempre em Setembro, pelo inicio das aulas que representavam sempre novas experiências e perspectivas. Actualmente tem sido a altura do verão, mas nestes últimos meses tenho sentido que estou a mudar e desejar novas metas, o que  faz com que seja agora a minha altura de rever o que falhou neste último ano, o que foi conquistado e acima de tudo o que é preciso mudar para atingir os novos objectivos. E quando chegar a Janeiro já as resoluções estarão encaminhadas.

E como soube bem este dia extra em casa, ficou o fim-de-semana tão mais próximo.

There's already missing just over a month to start a new year, when it is normal to review the past year and think about the changes you want in the year that will start. This year the feeling of change has just begun. Until a few years ago,it was always a new beginning in September, the start of classes representing always new experiences and perspectives. Nowadays, it has been the height of summer, but in the recent months I have felt that I am changing and wanting new goals, which makes it now my time to review what went wrong this past year, what has been achieved and above all what needs to change to meet the new targets. So, when January comes, the resolutions will be forwarded.
And it felt so nice this extra day at home, the weekend is now closer.

Rythm by night: "Rihanna - Diamonds"...

A word to Life...

And when it's dark outside

I just want to close my eyes and listen

Listen the darkness and the moon

Or the night birds

Even the crickets

And when it's dark outside

I just want to close my eyes and feel

All the emotions at one time

Or the soft bedsheet 

Even the evening cold breeze

But please...

Give me a break

Don't make me think

Even a little bit...

 

 

Look for today (15): A perfect fit for a wet Sunday...

Perfect fit for a wet Sunday... by agueda-andreia featuring short shorts